


The Way Around The Thorns

by AccioJuicebox



Category: iCarly
Genre: Hurt-Comfort, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2010-09-05
Updated: 2010-09-05
Packaged: 2014-04-29 08:45:49
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 370
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6299828/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2464023/AccioJuicebox
Summary: Carly feels trapped with her feelings for Sam, will letting them out in the open do more harm then good? a short examination of Cam through Carly's point of view.  Carly/Sam pairing





	The Way Around The Thorns

I'm not going to fall for a friend

I'm not going to like it

I'm not going to accept it

I'm not going to tell anyone

I'm definitely not telling _her_

I'm not going to think about her

I'm not going to admire her _features_

I'm not going to brush up against her anymore during show rehearsals

I'm not going to talk to Spencer about my_ feelings_

I'm not going to think about her when I kiss someone else

I'm not going to let this infatuation fester

I'm not.

I'm not.

* * *

Someone has to know.

* * *

After today, I'm never letting Freddie in on any other secrets

After today, I can never look her in the eye again

After today, shes gonna **hate** me

After today, I cant stop hearing the whispers in the school hall

After today, Ill never let the truth tumble out in a fit of weakness

.What

After today, I think Ill just go bury my head in the sand

After today, ill have a well stocked fridge and a quiet apartment

after today, I'm going to try and explain all of _**this**_

After today, I'm going to have to fix this mess

After today, I'm going to have to face _her_

I will.

I will.

* * *

Maybe she'll listen?

* * *

I didn't realize she was at the door

I didn't realize she was waiting for me

I didn't realize she wasn't prepared to rip my head off

I didn't realize she was hanging on every stuttered and stumbled word

I didn't realize when she pulled me closer

I didn't realize till she had reached my lips

I didn't realize how many times _I love you _and _I'm sorry _flowed out like water finally breaking through a cracking dam.

I didn't realize when the final _I love you_ came from a different pair of kiss stung lips.

I didn't realize she felt the same

I didn't realize that's all it took

_Loving someone_

_To be loved by someone_

Now I do.

Now I do.

* * *

Maybe _**We**_ can work. 


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